Ragerin

.. so tired..

2008-10-23T08:59:00.002+02:00

First, I'd like to apologize for not updating the blog for so long. Things fucked up.

But now on with it.
This morning, I woke up at around 3:30 am due to a crazy headache. I took a painkiller and tried to sleep, but the pill didn't work before around 7 am, where I need to get up. So I'm really fucking tired now, during my German class in school. But I'm a free man again soon. Only one more class to attend, and I'm done for today.

I got nothing new to tell about, really. My life's a bore at the moment. But it'll be better. Christmas is near.

theyre all over me

2008-04-01T22:48:00.004+02:00

they just kept following me today when i went to school and im too clever to talk to them. i speak a totally different language than they do FUCK i want to tell them to fuck the hell out of my world and just eat a giant poop.

so i got to the school and i was like yay its another great day and wooo its great to see all of you. another aprils fool. no. i wanna confess something. i love my classmates. *blush* i love them. love love love. we are the partymakers. big love. and lots and loads of love.

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i wanna get seperated with myself in the end of this week.
DARLING WHAT WAS THIS YELLOW NUUHUUUHUUUHUUHUUHUHUHUHUUU

the rain is gone dont go out ITS ACID and all the fucking american pollution. WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO DESTROY US "destroying all humans bip-bop-bzzzzt" and you go out and you die!! because of their war on oil!

you get soaked in the oily water!!!!!!!!! stop killing us stop it stop it really!

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dont worry about a thing
cause every little thing is gonna be allright

so hows life i got asked today.
yeah, how the fuck is life? LIFE IS UTTERLY SHITS! everyone is fucking silly.

shedding my skin (thank you gareth)

thats all for today im off to my guitar im fucking trashed

i buy silicone

2008-04-01T22:44:00.003+02:00

i am very sober right now.

aprils fools.

LAST FUCKING POST THIS MONTH

2008-03-31T21:03:00.002+02:00

this is the last post ill post in march. ill write again sometime.

im so fucking angry.
my first post got screwed up by this annoying website stuff!!!!!!!!!!!1111111 AAAAAAAARG
so i dont write anymore this month!!!!!!

FUCK YOU ALL (except anyone who might be able to explain to me how to recover drafts of the post)

dizzy bizzy businessmann

2008-03-31T20:31:00.003+02:00

i owe that guy 15 bucks i have to remember remember remember the 15 bucks to that guy i owe them to.
i need to get my cash tomorrow and go to the guy and pay him the 15 bucks.

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so today has been nice. nothing really to worry about. except that fucking math. if theres one thing i hate more than people its definately math. look at the word:
math-e-matics
psyc-o-pathics

YOU ARE ALL SCREWED IN YOUR POOPERS!!!!!!!!!

fuck yes.

ive been thinking a lot lately about the life. i concluded - life is just an illusion
lets take an example of the illusion of life:

i take a walk in a forest (because thats what i do. no seriously) and i see the prettiest little flower i could ever imagine. then i mow it down by taking my big fat ass and sitting on it. that little flower is now very dead and not-alive'ish. but when i stand up the flower is still there.
when i buy a ticket in the lottery and doesnt win my hope dies. but it is gone.

now heres the big question!

WHY the fuck would i ever buy a ticket in a lottery?
therefore - life is an illusion. so stop fucking trying to prove me wrong with your stupid nonsense "oh dude, your so wrong because life is you and me and i can touch you so we're not illusions" but i tell you - if you ever touch me i shall personally rape your fake life.

you = fake
me = ...? real?

im thinking again...............................................................................................

i might be the only one here that is real!
why am i even writing this? you dont read it. because you doesnt exist.
... but arent that a win-win situation? youre not real and i can call you whatever i want because youre not real and therefore cant do shit about it! hehehehehehehehe youre a dick.

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my language paints with blood
my language rips you apart
my language seals your mouth
my language kills your butt
DIIIIEEEE DIZZY BIZZY BUSINESSMANN

i wanna rape rape rape rape rape the cows

poetic... <3

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i am sure you wanna see a picture of me aint i right? you wanna see the sexy guy writing this poetic and beautiful blog right? i know you wanna.
but i aint gonna show it to you because you suck so badly that my mom could carve a tree with her acid spit and you were gonna get killed by the laser fence bitch.

i show you my "spot". its the most beautiful spot on my hot hot hot body. behold... MY HOTSPOT:

kiss me right there ^ that makes me wet like a waterthing.

big love to all my fans!!! and thank you for voting for me this summer for world president!

rawr sexah

2008-03-30T19:38:00.000+02:00

youre so damn sexah with that hair and them legs

lol blog

2008-03-30T17:53:00.017+02:00

i have a blog now its like wow i mean can socialize and state my emotions through the interwebs now.

"hay im happy"

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im not really up for talking about my self a lot (i love talking about my self, so expect a lot about me) so instead ill talk a little about everybody else living on planet earth.

1. you all suck
2. you are all less worthy than me
3. you are not loved by me
4. i fucking hate you
5. i am your god now because i ate your real one

so basically i am a fine quality human with lots of abilities (magic abilities of course) consisting of:
extreme charm
very very very funny
fantastically sweet
and of course the ability to make everyone love me.

i wrote this to everyone who reads this: "i love you<3"

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why do all you fucktards have to tell people that i live in a box? IT HURTS MY HEART FUCK FUCK dont do it please. even though i dont care. i dont give a shit about what you think of me. and in fact i can PROVE that i live in a real house SO SHUT THE FUCK UP OR ILL KILL YOU AND EAT YOUR EYES okay.
so today i went out and took a picture of a house:

thats me standing just outside my villa. the picture is edited in photoshop so thats why it might seam so "loony-cartoony" to your brains. but just ignore it. i just wanted to publish a picture that looked good. and my camera is like really bad quality so it snaps some super bad quality pictures so im kinda forced to editing them and using my awesome skills in photoshop.

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yellow matter custard tripping from a dead dogs eye.
crabalocker fishwife, pornographic priestess - boy!
youve been a naughty girl you let your knickers down!
i am the eggman - they are the eggmen - i am the walrus! koo-goo-ku-choo!

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kisses kisses kisses and strawberry fields